I have added a pic of the pills I'll be having for overdose 50 of them at the end
Guys I remembered something I passed out last night before having the meds I cried so much.
Its about Aditya and Matthew ANOTHER BIG SIGN
I went through Matthew’s news articles, he was playing picket ball exactly 2 hours prior he was happy and fine (I’ve shared about 2 in the Titanic post and China Doll story pls go through both www.lilacnights.com/post/china-doll) he then went to his pool after the assistant was outside running errands and died, and guess what? swipe
First of all That was me before JEALOUS ANERI VAJANI ruined my looks:
Look at her now... harsh deliberately ruined my looks just because he was frustrated with her and she was NOT even anywhere close to me
I’ll come to that part first I’ll share this important detail - “19”unlucky Aneri killed Matthew you’ll ask me what’s her fault? I’ve shared why first of all Matthew and Aditya died, pls read my older posts and SHE WAS THAT OVER POSSESSIVE woman who was making him (Harsh Jayesh Rajput) ruthlessly block even when he was NOT interested in her he was sending me kiss emojis and chatting with me on dating apps and other places she was NOT even his gf back then just a FWB/CONCUBINE. Call girl in actual sense. And whatever her blocking wud send my heart into a shock and I wid black out I’ve written this several times my head wud get a hammering pain or was that bad cuz i loved him so much I didn’t even know ABOUT her she was always hidden back then SHE FORCED HIM TO BE RUTHLESSAND INSENSITIVE TOWARDS ME I’ve shared more signs below regarding Aditya and Matthew
I was seeing 19 continuously whenever I wud write some note about their Guj show which I last learnt through my mother and I wud keep seeing 19 number in regards her topic too I just saw my old notes while deleting them cuz they seemed redundant now and for years before Matthew or Aditya died I was seeing that 19 number then I saw “19th Aug born” this phrase on some app and then another 19th Aug two mins later on the other one. I kept wondering who was born on that date or what it meant? Even Matthew Perry was born on Aug 19th not just Aditya
This happened before 2020, then like I said I had a phase where I was writing about their UNLUCKY Navsari show which had that ANERI and her SHAMELESS FW-B shots from his house with the guitar in the back (even in 2018 he was still loitering on dating apps, the show was in 2016 after that I NEVER SAW any of his other profiles except for dating apps) when I was writing about the show I kept seeing 19 continuously YESTERDAY I figured out one more thing before fainting pls pls refer to my prev post which said 28th and 1010 pls see the PROOF (pic) too swipe
I saw that Matthew Perry also died on 28th Oct and I told you I’m next… go see how my birthdate was changed on the app too without my knowledge (in my bank details) and NOT JUST THERE now coming to the 19th - Aditya was that August “19th born” and it started coming long before he died not only that I SAW yesterday that even Matthew Perry was born on Aug 19th. I’ll share why they died somehow again although I’ve written that before multiple times so I’ll share in short cuz swipe
My heart is shaking again and im vomiying I haven’t eaten cant type This wud be the 4-5th day im starving and surviving on liquids I’ve cried so much that my heart muscles are going haywire, im getting wheezing again swipe
Matthew was killed by the devil who knew how UNFAIR Harsh was and he wanted to take advantage of him and what he’d done ALL THESE 10 years where I was sitting alone as a rejected, unwanted virgin… getting beaten up and abused at home in this fibromyalgia pain WHICH HE HAVE ME HIS BLOCKING ENTAILED THAT and I was getting thrashed here in that ANERI VAJANI caused me these nerve disorders now I know… Matthew died just so that I cud go on his insta page and see Aneri’s marriage sign and those two competitive numbers between us (SHE IS NOT even my competition ewww god knows how Harsh likes her) the devil wanted to show me that (because I have been seeing Harsh and my Marriage signs since 2015-16 so he wanted to change it to Aneri’s and cruelly mock me HE THOUGHT I wud then google her and die cuz know what happened when I did I WAS SHELL SHOCKED!!!) swipe
next, before Matthew Aditya was killed to show his ring and he too was born on 19th Aug, I’ve shared his SS cuz his was a big one (big case) I’ll tell you why in short cant type - His active yrs were from 2003-2023 which was actually my marriage number (23 which was there in both 2003 as well as 2023) and he was killed exactly in 2023 killed and I was shown the ring (I’m trembling rn) on 23rd May again my marriage number UPTURNED how so? 32 his age where he stopped his life. And it was in the clock when I took the screenshot. He just wanted to show again that you won’t get married to him, your numbers have changed swipe
And you saw that 28th? Like Matthew’s death date 28th Oct for me? Again? Now I have proof… I’ve shared that pic and 1010 I’ve shared what that also means I saw it twice near Aditya’s shrouded body, it means that for me too. I was born on a Wednesday itself just like that pic go see it (prev post on FB) https://www.facebook.com/share/p/LTDczjQNTVmap68y/?mibextid=aubDjK
That “Aneri” is not only over possessive but over confident too cuz Harsh has given her so much undue attention (pls read that POST which says how he was rightfully mine those are not my words, she will again poke her BIG nose in between and say she wants you to read it, kitni kharaab hai as if that’s not a fact) Popat jaisi badi hooked naak no wonder she’s a proudie and she pokes it in other’s business too. At least Jiya was Glamorous swipe
I thought he chose her for her dimples cuz South Indians have a beautiful face (like Aish, Deepika, Radhika etc.) otherwise Aneri will again say cuz they are dark? I compared cuz I thought she was like an actress pretty and all so I showed her tacky hair and all the faces she was making/wincing but Aneri her hair kya she’s entirely tacky that too always, she’s not even like Jiya glamorous nahi chahiye thi isko? Girl next door? Yeah? Average bimbo who’s on killing spree how unfair? We do all this to look good we dress up and this woman uses her white skin to EARN A LIFETIME BADGE effortlessly that too I was fair just not pale na… in country however you’ve got to be an albino to look good.
I was fair he ruined me go see my old pics and HARSH IS STILL DARK ANYWAY see that Anupama wedding photo. Only his face is fair (you wear foundation?) Then why does he want this white a-ss to give him a face-sitting? That’s why you are obsessed with her?
NOW I WILL TELL YOU WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT - I’m puking only water I can’t eat I don’t want to pls listen it’s toodisheartening seeing those pics or even remembering them (that nonsense from google) reduces my blood 🩸 pressure and my heart had already grown weak the devil knew it wud kill me, I get quivering in my heart and more than before I feel choked then and my muscles a nerves stiffen up (heart muscles) it’s twitching me involuntarily I’ll tell you why
PLS READ MY OLDER posts about friends and fam pls read that and it’s been 10 years since I was (only) 18 I’ve been alone my whole life I’ve been abused and I literally had no bf no one I’m an untouchable because of him can’t he understand THAT THERE WAS AND IS NO ONE FOR ME? I have no chance like Aneri she had friends other guys he will now again say jealous, are you insane? She doesn’t have anything to be jealous of, she’s just average and average ppl tend to have more friends or ppl in their life. And honestly even my family is such SO HE WAS MY ONLY HOPE and he was DESTINED FOR ME it said he was rightfully mine but the DEVIL TOOK IT (Aneri she snatched him from me)
if ur insecure a-ss has to make him block someone to the point of not only GHOSTING BUT KILLING THEM IN REAL LIFE INSPITE OF THE REPERCUSSIONS(you know how I’m bed ridden now BECAUSE OF HER she stalled my life at 21 itself and I could’ve gotten better but she didn’t let him come) it’s jealousy and possessiveness (“look what she’s written here” his mother will say)
This is what is kil-ling me more - he wrote all those tweets remember? For her she was that Ex I KEPT SEEING “Ex-ex” signs for one whole year even while writing the book she was that PANORTI EX she’s slyly smiling right now what the fk? She just wanted to score him like a trophy bf and show us unlucky panorti nausiyat! I wouldn’t have gone uninvited and stayed at their Navsari house even when she wasn’t his gf she wud stay in 2014-15 after the breakup also ppl said that and what? MOAN RIGHT NEXT TO UR PARENT’S bedroom? Shameless parents! Swipe
I’m dizzy I’ll pass out my pressure is further low due to crying the tweets said “Pretending that u donot exist will not take you away from me” and HE SHE MADE HIM DO EXACTLY that with me, as if he didn’t exist I FELT S BAD so she was the one he was into? What she have that I didn’t? Ha toh likhne de na… yeah? I’ll just blabber while you’ll FK and get his love?
And oh btw he wasn’t interested in her in 2013 she bagged him in 2014 AFTER ME and then when he had that breakup and she left him to die in the hospital he met me and she came again (you know what Harsh will say?
THIS IS AGAIN TOO HEARTBREAKING after this when I’ll die you’ll know HE KILLED ME FOR HER he is very cruel he said “you wanted her to leave me” I HAD NO IDEA ur ex was her what makes u think we read struggler ppl’s news especially behenjis like Aneri? We don’t even watch shows where they pair stylish bad boys with bejenjis harem pants and jholas wt-f) swipe
she left him to die there after that accident cuz he was fat and now she makes him starve to remain thin and she was always into chin and all she was pulling Taher’s chin she’s into facial attributes/assets superficially he will wait for her to get better (a good person) but never give a chance to the deserving one again obsession with white skin. swipe
He is madly into her these wud he my last words u can’t survive after starving for 4 days max he was hugging her in every god damn pic on google I was in shock tears I was lying the whole night with eyes wide open ALL THESE 10 years where I yearned and persevered in PAIN FOR HIM after getting beaten he was making love to her, forget virginity again pls I was ready to be in platonic but hugging mattered to me more and he was hugging by her (she will now pretend and say something STOP TALKING TO HIM IF YOU HAVE ENOUGH SHAME you made him ruthless!) don’t speak in between US. Swipe
It kept saying he was rightfully mine and he was FORCING CHEMISTRY between him and Aneri but I didn’t believe that, it said existed between us. I had shared that long ago without even seeing those pics. What a bastard Harsh what a bastard all for her White as-s and her face sittin-g drama? Otherwise What made you obsessed with her? I’ll tell you why they weee SO TIGHT always all these 10 years… the most handsome man on this planet he was the BEST guy I loved him for his ugly pics (2012-15) I didn’t even see him in all these years since 2016 I saw NOW I’ve never heard his voice BECAUSE of her I kept yearning for him… she didn’t let him come, he will never leave her cuz (that’s why he was soooo clooosee and he kept saying one thing even while sending me those kisses and asking if I was single then he added “Ping when around” he even SHYED away after saying he’ll give me lots of kisses opening that laptop wud give me a panic attack but you can open it and retrieve those SS) isko hamesha panic attack hi aata haï? Andhe toh nahi haï? You can see na those markings and Aditya’s death Matthew’s and everyone’s death from ur industry??? He shares this woman with his friends kya? swipe
Even while btw sending all that those things which he wrote and his behaviour he said one thing which I remembered now - he was acting as if his and this khekdi’s story (she’s deliberately promoting anorexia) is something very grand and epic as if it’s SOME MOVIE as if??? A horror movie you mad fellow? Where ppl are dying? He said “anything that keeps ppl together” obsessively cuz he wanted her to stick together. And why? He was putting nkd pics for me I didn’t ask him in fact I was disappointed BUT HE WANTED HER TO STICK AROUND IN HIS HOUSE 24 x 7 like she wud why? I’ll share swipe
These wud be my actual last words for that
RAND-I that concubine who took my place and everything I have had NOT A SINGLE MOMENT OF HAPPINESS all my life I was treated as this downtrodden virgin by him I remained that I didn’t even get a hug, he wanted her 24 x 7 to be there that’s why he keeps clicking her back that’s why they were so tight that close because he wants her White dck! What else?!!! As if you are White there? Ur hands are not white what makes u think you are white there? And he wanted that face sitt-ing na? Oh it’s me who does? No you keep showing ur back even Saloni video he did that and he keeps clicking her back too he had that fetish I have to die I just remembered 10 years u didn’t have enough of her back? Swipe
This will kill me it confirms I just remembered he was clicking her back and obsessively showing her’s in every pic I saw and then he showed his in that video. So u wanted a white fleshy back? To fk? That’s why she got love undue care attention and kisses and hugs too? A normal life as opposed to me? Friends and family unlike me… she got ur time too everything. This was the last nail in the coffin. I’m that virgin rapst cuz I’m not White? swipe
If I want love it’s rap-e it’s like ur rap-e other guy’s rap-es? Yeah? I’m dizzy I need to go I had to share about the 19s too I AM DY-ING I can’t imagine him kissing biting her back it was that LEATHER JACKET DAY I always wanted someone compatible with me leather jacket ear stud matured he was ALL OF THE ABOVE hardworking and poor too not some rich smug he was all that but that behenji got the best guy, swipe
back I can’t stop crying I didn’t choose my looks he wanted her back cuz he was obsessed with clicking it and he was showing his too aur chaat he kept kissing her in his LEATHER JACKET HE MADE LOVE TO HER I WAS NEVER EVEN TOUCHED BY ANYONE ALL MY LIFE (check my messages CC TV camera) that too from the back end team I AM DY-ING she got love undeservingly and like it said UNRIGHTFULLY from MY LEATHER JACKET GUY. I’m slittin-g my whole face with the cu-tter. And my hand nerves it’ll never come in News I’m not famous but you shud know WHO KILLED ALL OF US. swipe
This back thing… his fetish which showed in saloni vid and constant pics of Aneri’s BARE BACK that’s why my back was bent 360 degrees while getting RUTHLESSLY thrashed I was told I shud die in one hit. (In fibromyalgia)
I was humiliatingly shunned by him and MOCKED at home got that while I was vomiting our of excruciating fibro PAIN
I have hit myself a lot now I've hit my own self cried too a lot because of her she made him “lattoo” using that back fetish and got implants done it seems, all he wanted was white like a RACIST he himself is dark see that Ratan’s wedding pics (Harsh is dark), white a-ss white back she herself was calling Mohsin “AS-S” and all I wud not use these words she made him obsessed using them and now I have to. Bohot back fats dikhaati hai?
Yeah piece of meat piece of trash! You trashy woman? White meat that’s what they devour gluttonous Indi—an men!
That Saloni video revealed it his obsession with white backs(The Judgemental Guy - Waking up with Maggie) and he keeps clicking her pic it was the leather jacket day he’s so tight with her if you have enuf shame u won’t even read this with her! He was using girls from dating apps but he wants her as a SIDE WHEELIE for life cuz she’s white at home
face-si-tting white bottoms yeah? Obsessed with that??? What else? Why won’t he have enough self respect to move when she LEFT HIM TO DIE AND I WAS THERE!
Pls bye I need to go im now taking those meds now I am I passed out last night but I have to die I can’t live that whole back thing shows how much love she got and how little to no chance I had, I am a virgin rapst na? All my life I was that for him… Wait fk it!! “Back” chahiye?
Im slitt-ing every nerve in my face hands and back too as much as I can reach he will get away with it like everyone’s deaths (she will again say us she’s blaming us THERE WAS NEVER any “us” the signs kept saying he was RIGHTFULLY MINE) it’s paining in my chest Pls read how others died and now it’s my turn. No one will know it won’t get featured in news but you’ll always remember I killed myself it was a murder though like the rest of them, HARSH JAYESH RAJPUT and his back fetish of white backs huh killed us all. Bloody LUSTY RACIST.
The end - Zara Sauleh
PROOF: 📸 Look at this post on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/share/p/LTDczjQNTVmap68y/?mibextid=aubDjK
This back thing… his fetish which showed in saloni vid and constant pics of Aneri’s BARE BACK that’s why my back was bent 360 degrees while getting RUTHLESSLY thrashed I was told I shud die in one hit. (In fibromyalgia)
I was humiliatingly shunned by him and MOCKED at home got that while I was vomiting our of excruciating fibro PAIN - Zara Sauleh
He will just take it personally and INSTEAD of saving me he will FK HER AGAIN. So bye forever he killed me Harsh Jayesh Rajput
Matthew and Aditya's pics: pls refer to the top for the markings ref. + PILLS PHOTO 50 pills
50 pills Chemical reaction n burst nerve vessels. This is the second step you gain courage this way by opening the packets and now I’ll eat them I anyway don’t want food I haven’t eaten since 4 days now so next this… it should be enough it’s not visible but these are 50 She didn’t even let me make my movie or book I had written 1 lakh 30k words
This is the second step you gain courage this way by opening the packets and now I’ll eat them I anyway don’t want food I haven’t eaten since 4 days now so next this… it should be enough it’s not visible but these are 50 pills it’s not even for anyone to come now that toh he proved HE PROVED I DESERVED TO DIE and that white Gota deserved to live and enjoy her life I’ve anyway been WAITING GETTING ABUSED BEATEN AND DY-ING SINCE 10 YEARSSSS WHILE she is enjoying with him! I saw their vacation pics too! I’m done I’m just getting low pressure I’m done WHAT THE HECK? My happiness my soulmate my destiny my signs my marriage signs my and our family signs all in her LAP!!! Zara S.
I don’t want to be with anyone now there was anyway nobody other than him and I just don’t I’m not some rapst like he showed I was a virgin I’m not that! Acc to him anyone who’s not white or a namesake actress is that. She didn’t even know how to act someone shared her clips she just got inside due to gujju casting agents. There’s no one for me and I don’t want to live. Now that Aneri will again mock saying balaatkar and all she’s that. She repeated picha picha no less than 5 times like a kid ppl were sharing it. You clicked that pic too? Now I know. I’ve put the OPEN pills bye yaar that’s the second step then third - Zara Sauleh swipe
UPDATE: 5th Day without food my heartbeats are getting rapid even in the stomach, they are palpitating cuz my body is requiring energy I am shivering cold… before I have the meds GIRLS SEE THIS that teenager looking “perfect” Aneri’s real Kaagdi face she is the one who ruined my life SEE
THE unlucky 13 devil’s no. here also… Diana’s car rammed into the 13th pillar, this is me Contd. below pic
read my Titanic post and there’s a LOT MORE more links below she’s not some “teenager” (since Harsh has been promulgatingthinness/stunted growth/inhibitors/dwarfism/petiteness n white skin) unlike those HEAVILY EDITED photos it’s a TACKY aunty/kaagdi woman! contd. reading below the pic how she ruined my life n several killed ppl by making one person THE CRUELEST he will say I think I’m not petite I NEVER WAS, being tortured and delicate is different Contd. below the pic
(For 10 years she ruined my life, this OVER POSSESSIVE JEALOUS Undignified, Unofficial woman in his life, the one who took what was RIGHTFULLY mine like the signs claimed, the one due to whom I had to go through a lot EVEN YESTERDAY my mother tortured me after the police left using Harsh, and harsh was busy fking her, he was not here to comfort me she has my person in her clutches Contd.
THAT OMEN CAME TRUE (pls read the “rightful post” I’ve attached it here)
and also all that I had to hear -https://www.lilacnights.com/post/very-important-clarifications
and she’s responsible for all the deaths www.lilacnights.com/post/china-doll and www.lilacnights.com/post/suicidenote
After the 4th day of starvation when I’m weak and down (HE GOT MY MESSAGE she stopped him again to make sure I DIE) Aneri Vajani is responsible for my death along with Preet Rajput and Harsh Jayesh Rajput (read the family signs too all in my older posts and that OMEN I’ve attached, one saali word and he’ll take an excuse to fk her again, I’m dyin-g an unwanted unloved virgin I’ll say it one last time too cuz I actually never had my share of happiness not a single moment I don’t even know what it is) Contd.
I saw him vacationing with her during Cov WHERE I WAS DY-ING getting thrashed and tortured begging for water at home I couldn’t even sit up or lift my head it was slant, he KNEW EVERYTHING yet she made him so insensitive then people started dy-ing he STILL had time to clean up his MESS FROM GOOGLE and LEAVE HER to get my hypnotherapy done and come to me before the devil cud snatch more things including people. GO READ THIS ATTACHED POST 👇🏻
TITANIC POST
- Zara Sauleh
MORE POINTS: 19 I kept seeing “19 Aug born” back to back twice on 2 diff places and then 19 throughout several times whenever I wud write or think about that woman (Aneri) and then guess what? Aditya died and so did Matthew Perry and BOTH WERE BORN ON 19th Aug she killed them till then they were alive, they died cuz the devil I have mentioned in my other post did what, he took advantage of Harsh’s sad-istic “drama” with her, Aditya’s death upturned my marriage number (with harsh) or marriage signs which have been coming since years long before he was married secretly to her, upturned it on the same day as my marriage number by stopping his life at 32 - 23rd May funeral where I SAW THE RING. It’s there even in the timing in the SS go see my older posts and then Matthew’s death showed me “Aneri’s numbers” very conveniently the devil killed him to show it’s not me anymore cruelly mocked me and showed through his insta by leaving signs there his smiley symbol whenever it wud leave signs for me he wud leave that smiley it was in his dp there too and he left Aneri’s numbers all ACROSS back then… all across to show it’s her now not me then he made sure I wud google if anything was left and now I’m dy-ing today on 13th Dec I have no hope left no one in the world no future and no past either no memories happy ones I can’t stand him after all those pics it was CHEATING I was dy-ing here and look at him! He knew and yet my my what the hell dude we ALL DIED BECAUSE OF THEIR CRUEL SADIS-TIC NATURE - their apathy their INSENSITIVITY it’s a CRIME Harsh Jayesh Rajput and his family’s
MORE AND MORE SIGNS:
One of the worst Train Accidents happened on 22nd June (2023) the news article said “Jaws of Death”
I saw Jaws of Death Written for Aditya Singh Rajput as a sign and guess what?
Aditya Singh Rajput died exactly on 22nd May again 22
then comes my turn I saw Jaws of Death for me and Aditya’s death unfolded something deadly from 22nd June 2022 again “22” and 2022 in the year also IT WAS THAR PIC WHICH RUINED MY LIFE THE ARTICLE WAS PUBLISHED ON THAT DAY I WAS IN SHOCCCKKK cuz that girl never had any potential. IT WAS CHEATING it kept saying he was rightfully mine
there are many things that I couldn’t share here pls read my older posts VERY IMP THIS - I gave 14 gifts to harsh on his birthday in 2019 HE NEITHER THANKED OR RETURNED AND my 16th or 21st or any other birthday forget the significant ones HAVE NEVER BEEN CELEBRATED no one ever wishes me I HAD NO ONE IN THE WORLD OTHER THAN HIM (he’s saying she’s after me) what the hell?
and that overconfident Aneri she was clinging to him in that pic I’m throwing up in this high fever my heart is paining THERE’S more can’t type don’t know if I’ll be able to finish 23 was my marriage number with harsh (I’ve shared in one of my prev posts how or why) I DONT HAVE STAMINA TO TYPE ALL OVER AGAIN COME HERE AND TALK TO ME IN PERSON stop making me write!
And Aditya’s funeral was exactly on 23rd which was that number I shared my life’s and 10 year’s FIRST and only Red lehenga unlike that Aneri who’s back he wud keep clicking OBSESSIVELY (psycho) at weddings THAT SAME DAY my marriage number was upturned with Aditya’s age 32 (ref. Titanic post it happened there as well) the devil does that THAT SAME DAY I SAW THAT MASSIVE RING ON HARSH’S hand. He’s so shameless so fking shameless he will say now you know?
You killed Aditya? Know? Know what? That you’d seen her white ass and that Indian men NEVER LEAVE white exes they keep begging to them? And you ASKED ME IF I WAS SINGLE TO FK HER? In front of me in that leather jacket? You meant the most to me you were everything I loved you for more than 10 years I’m younger than her or else ppl wud think I’m big SHE IS AN AUNTY I’ve shared my birth certificate she keeps lying about her age.
- Zara Sauleh
